I have lost.

With the kind of scores that Iam getting, I have given up.
How can someone possibly hope for the best when things are not going my way.
Iam not writing this to gain sympathy or to make myself feel better.
Itz just that motivation level has fallen rock bottom today.

Somebody said that practice makes a person perfect. Iam practising hard.
Iam putting in the hard work..Why don't I see good results.